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hais. weird day.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

7:36 PM

it's da holidays!!! which means assignments assignments and more assignments. today's performance err... somehow suck for me? cause we couldnt hear the music cue and i somehow danced wrongly yup... so grr... suppose to go out with manda, yanjun, siying, nicholas and other ppl to watch movie... den suddenly manda cant go... den siying gna bring her friend and nicholas brought benjamin and aaron there too... so felt weird and odd... so decided to back out. so just left that place. went to take a bus with manda to central... den walked to the busstop, i kept messaging ask if they are going back to primary school... i asked junjie and kialiang they didnt reply... i asked jesslyn and charmaine they said they were going out. so shitty... den decided to go home... just as i was reaching home, fukuan messaged me and ask if i was going back to pri sch. i said nopes... cause no one going. then he said his friend, weiyu, also from pcps den ask if wna go back together... so i was like... ok lorh... anyway so sian...no one at home... cause today my sis graduation den everyone went to attend it. den suddenly received a message from junjie and kialiang, they say meet at pcps... den i was like. wth? so late den reply... i already agreed to go with my senior... so sorry cant go with you guys... hais. sian right? at first no one go out... suddenly got so many ppl. meet up at 1.15 pm... in tpy central... took bus 232 hees. we got into the wrong queue... **malu** hees... den when reach pcps, so many familiar faces... saw my cousin, weird that he is back... cause he is already 17 this year. den enzon is bloody tall... hees.ohya!!!! weiyu went to talk to margaret chia. hate her!!! always threaten to cut my hair de... gees. after seeing much teachers they went canteen to eat!!! canteen food is yummy-licious. but i didnt eat... too full lerhs. bleaghs. they both ate nasi lemak... from the stall i hate most... cause last time i ate the nasi lemak from that stall i had food poisoning and i could still remember the GREENed coloured rice. grose. so ya... went back to bradell mrt station to dhoby ghaut... we are going to plaza singapura for a show!!! a show!!! wees. movies movies movies... lena and stephanie was late... den only fukuan weiyu and i roaming the place... saw many familiar faces SCARY... den they thought i went out dating with 2 guys.... but for goodness sake. im NOT!!! den when everybody reach, we went to look whether which show to watch... hmm... den everything is late at night, weiyu got his tuition and lena gonna report to her nanny... so ya... no movies... den lena went to buy her popcorn while steph and i went to buy the CHEESY HOTDOGS. but after we finished it... it wasnt satisfying enough and steph and i went to buy CUPCORN... wee... finally satisfied...den we walked and walked after that we decided to go to burger king... but walked pass m-industrie and steph and len wanted to see... and i was kinda bored, so... weiyu and i went to look for seats in the burger king first... waited and waited for them... so bloody long!!! i saw the coupons! and i was like , i want to eat the cheesesticks... den weiyu ask if i want anot den i say nevermind larhs... waited den i bought a super big cup of lemon tea... hees. den weiyu bought a meal with cheesesticks!!! steph also bought cheesesticks... den i thought he wna eat so i didnt take from him.. den steph gave me 2!!! so kind... den when we eat many funny stuffs happen as in real funny... den we laughed till my stomach ache. oouchh. den len and fukuan helped themselves with his food... but im a good girl i dont take... gees... den afetr that i was like, eh... u dont eat arhs. better eat or they will finish eat den he says, i also dont eat cheesesticks de... den i was like... dun eat still buy for what. but aiya who cares. den we went to take neos... den it was time to say buh-byes!!! hees... so fun... it's a fun day with a bunch of CRAZY fellows. bleaghs.

wth???

Monday, August 28, 2006

10:44 PM

kaes.lets say. if manda and u are sisters, you wouldnt say it in the first place right??? so ya. just mind your words. co was fun today!!! just that i sort of played the wrong note hees. but overall ok la... zheng laoshi says... bu yao tai jin zhang!!! so yupp... okae lorh... very bored... den felt very pek chek den i saw my punching bag!!! weees!!! i hit and hit him... bleaghs, now he says he have blue black le... sorry larhs!!! u say i hit you not painful marh... so i continue lorhs... but really la... i feel much much better le!!! thanks!!! if it werent for my punching bag, i think i would have gone berserk. anyways good luck to me for co tml. bleaghs!!! im having solo. gees. yanjun coming back soon!!! happy. miss her so much!!! duno she got win any prize anot but... got win or nvr win it's ok de... as long as u try your best. everything will be fine!!!

fcuk.

Friday, August 25, 2006

8:15 PM

if you are angry with me, then fine!!! i cant do anything. but at least tell me what the hell happened right? you are my brother for goodness sake!!! and for all i know... i did nothing wrong. i did nothing against my conscience so if you wna be angry, let it be. i dun wna care. so now, next, some PEOPLE accused we 2d people of copying their "trademarks" oh god and for goodness sake, we didnt. manda lena and siying choreograph the steps and some were taken by the mtv's.. so ya. mind what u say before we ag, turn nasty. ohya!!! and some stuff to say to those 2 PEOPLE who spouted nonsense it's not good to backstab people u noe... cause you would never know, when it's your turn... but im glad to say that... your turn is here. so mind your words from your smelly mouths.
today rehearsal aint that bad... just that was kinda rush though... as when i finished changing, fangying and elena came to tell me that zheng laoshi wanted to go through the 'i believe' i rushed in... den when everything finished, he wanted to go through 'guan huai fang shi' so i called nita in... den i please and begged my chair's to let me go... they allowed. so i rushed out... as i was running i took off my school skirt. as i wore my skirt inside... clever horhs? hahas, den i dumped it on the tables.and rushed up... but they started already then jiaen asked me to go up...so i run up... very funny lorhs... anyways kept practising. till my leg pain... grr. i had good stamina. hees. tml got co again. hais, make me so pissed. and ya. my BROTHER. let me tell u something, if u think im wrong tell me in my face. and who to be with, it's my own decision. not yours. and if it's only this that makes u angry, we aint good "siblings" anymore. u suck la. and since u are angry, dont expect me to be nice to you. if i have to be nasty, dont blame me.

science discovery centre!!!!

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

10:17 PM

wees. kenkiong bought manda and i lotsa sweets... hees. didnt eat lunch... sweets will do. bleaghs. ohya.. took lotsa pics!!! wee... i kissed manda and manda kissed me!!! wees... should i blog it??? ohwells... perhaps later then... the 3d show sucks big time... cause i watch it before and the show makes me giddy... sat beside timmy during the show... all because of manda... hah. i wacked his head real hard... ond ohya!!! manda and i sort of bullied nic in the theatre... we were wacking and wacking him... hees. who ask him bully us...wees. was real urgent after the show... oh man!!! i need the TOILET!!! hees... noe a girl named crystal i think... oh god!!! she can hold her bladder so so so so well... wow. impressed. hees. no not enough bus again... sian. we had to squeeze with 2a... very squeezy though... 2d was seperated... sad... reach home around 7+... bathe and only have 12 mins to eat den tuition... so in the end... i nvr eat hahas....anyways thats all... bleaghs.

wee!!!

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

8:01 PM

today's photo taking not bad lorhs... hees. but nita spoilt manda and my hair... grr... aiya its okay la... gees. maths got 19/25!!! hees. i passed! but lotsa careless. anyways co was ok. fun. but was punished... 20 updowns for not going to co yesterday. co shirt is going to be purple. ya... yanjun is going to america for her competition le... will miss her lots lots lots. hees. then manda would be darn bored again. bleaghs. so wish her good luck and bon voyage... ppl who see this post must wish her kkaes!!! hees. today he nvr go school cause got slight fever ma... hahas. duno my mum allow me to go anot....

fuck la.

Monday, August 21, 2006

7:46 PM

im no pushover ok.fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. tmd. what the hell larhs. im tolerating lorhs. im angry. grr.. lena and manda can tell i guess... pots calling kettle black! hais. anyways was real crazy today... lena and siying went to buy the stuffs for banner as werent enough. waited and waited. then suddenly i cry...damn pissed. darn pissed.fucking pissed larhs. always like that. not my prob!!!! nonono. im very good le lorhs... ren ren ren. hais!!!! shout out loud larhs!!!! im very very very very piss lorhs. just no one understands ok. ohya. geog get 23/25!!! yeahs. class highest lehs. but with joshua tng... sian. anyways, maths test sucks today. tml got photo taking!!!

barriers.

Friday, August 11, 2006

9:41 PM

over some time... i noticed. i created a barrier around myself. a barrier that could put me to death. i feel so. grrr. bad. is it because of the harm that i had been receiving causing me to have another protecting shield covering over me...? protecting myself not to get hurt? but... i just feel odd. being single is a fun thing... no one to tie you up.. no one to restrict your actions. no one would know that you had sweaty palms.XP... i thought to myself. why would anyone get into a relationship when they know they wouldnt last forever? why would anyone bring harm to themself? why would anyone wanna feel hurt and sad all over? is this a pessimist thinking? i wouldnt noe...i just have no confidence in myself. nothing to be exact. will i lose my freedom to play? my space? my life? to someone??? hais. am i starting to regret every single thing? things that im still not clear of. but why is it haunting me? it made me feel so tight down my chest. it made me feel as if i was gonna die. you seem so sweet... but would it last? am i on a single strike?

singapore idol..

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

10:20 PM

sucks. stupid class tee guy. didnt open the shop and off his hp. wth. we went all the way to far east... nvr mind. anyways, ate subway for dinner and took a cab down to mediacorp with yanjun and nicholas. actually suppose to be me..yanjun..amanda...lena...siying and nicholas go de... end up only we 3.. sian. no time to change our attire. so we were there with our uniform. omg. sososososo funny. everyone in home clothes. accept for us. bleaghs, cries. joakim and jasmine rocks!!! so cute. hah. walk out to the bus stop. it was dark and scary... anyway, something funny happened. dun really wna say.hees. anyway took 851 home, hees. and sleep!!! haha.

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